Meditation Testimonial
By Mr. Richard Braun (Germany)
Meditation to attain the
Dhammakaya has restrained me from having bad thoughts. When I have bad thoughts,
I can clear them out very quickly before I end up feeling sorry about doing bad
deeds or saying bad words. I have quit smoking,
permanently. My wife and I are more at peace. We care for each other more
deeply than before.
">My name is Richard
Braun. I am German and I have been married to a woman for 13 years. In the
past, those who visited us could sense the heat in our home despite the very
cold weather of Germany. This is because both my wife and myself were very
temperamental. We never give in to each other. We usually fight and exchange
harsh words. It was like throwing rocks at each other. I do not feel
comfortable saying pleasant words such as, “I love my wife”. I do not see the
necessity of saying those words. The only time I said, “I love you”, was the
day I proposed to her 15 years ago. In addition, In addition, I had been
smoking for 37 years.
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My life changed when
my wife received a Dhamma VCD from the monk at the Hanover Meditation Centre.
While she watched the VCD, I could feel the power of Luang Phaw’s voice in that
VCD although I Could not understand Thai. It was full of love and kindness. It
inspired me to quit smoking for good and also inspired me to try meditation
Both my wife and I began meditating in order to attain the Dhammakaya.
Since I
don’t understand Thai, I received very little information regarding meditation
using the Dhammakaya technique. I was told to place my mind inside my body, two
inches above the navel level and allow it to remain there. I could use a clear
crystal ball as an object of meditation. That’s all I learned.
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In the first five
days of meditation, I could not see anything except darkness. But I could feel
the serenity. On the sixth day, my mind
came to a standstill. I first saw a small shining star inside my body. I tried
to control my excitement. Later, the star enlarged and the crystal body of the
Dhammkaya appeared inside. The Dhammakaya was as bright as the sun, but the
sight brought me a cool feeling and it felt comfortable to my eyes. I could
feel the happiness that radiated from the centre of my body. It was so great
that I could not keep it to myself.
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My wife was so
astonished that a student like me could attain a better experience than her
trainer. I think no one can explain the happiness that I received, and nothing
in this world can compare.
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me to meditate more. I currently meditate about 2 or 5 hours a day. In the
past, it took me some tine to free all the thoughts from my mind. I would have
to take a seep breath to do so. If it did not work, I would recite the mantra,
“Samma Arahang”. Now, I can let go of all my thoughts as soon as I sit down to
meditate and close my eyes. I can see the body of the Dhammakaya inside me when
I meditate, or even when I drive a car, or have my meal, or take a bath. Some
times, I can see the Shammakaya rising up from the centre of my body, one by
one like pearls on a necklace, the new pearl emerging more beautifully than the
previous one. The largest Dhammakaya body that I ever saw was as big as the
Zugspiter Mountain. It is the tallest
mountain in Germany.
The Dhammakaya body was brighter than sunlight and very
beautiful. It was a wonderful feeling. My body was so light, it was as if it
was going to disappear. My mind was so light and I felt so happy that I cannot
explain the feeling I had in words.
I have tried
meditating before, using many other techniques. But I feel that the Dhammakaya
technique is best suited for me. I like the way that I don’t have to do
anything more to attain happiness. Presently, my wife and I do the chanting and
meditate everyday after work. When I meditate, I listen to Luang Phaw
Dhammajayo’s teachings to comfort and calm my mind. I close my eyes, loosen my
mind and clear all my thoughts.
">Meditation to attain
the Dhammakaya has restrained me from having bad thoughts. When I have bad
thoughts, I can clear them out very quickly before I end up feeling sorry about
doing bad deeds or saying bad words. I have quit smoking, permanently. My wife
and are more at peace. We care for each other more deeply than before. O tell
her everyday that I love her. I choose my words with care when I talk to her.
She says that I am no longer a husband who speaks harshly and I think she is no
longer a wife who complains as much. She says that I am filled with love, but I
think that is because she is lovely. In the end, we have transformed from being
a temperamental couple to being a couple that people want to become acquainted
with.
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