(Luang Pu of Paknam Bhasichareon Temple)
Tamo Tamaparayano:
literally, Ones were born from the darkness, in the darkness they died.
Tamo Jotiparayano:
literally, Ones were born from the darkness, in the vividness they died.
Joti Tamaparayano:
literally, Ones were born from the vividness, in the darkness they died.
Joti Jotiparayano:
literally, Ones were born from the vividness, in the vividness they died.
The darkness that referred above will be those who born out from the hell realm and reappear in the hell but some of those can conquer the defilements and reappear in heaven realm. On the other hands, those who born out from the heaven realm but they waste an opportunity for doing good deeds so they have to be reappeared in the hell. For those who came from the heaven and knew that the life is short, they perform the utmost effort of good deeds so that they can eventfully return to whence they came.
"Born in search of inner gems –but ones found them do not grasp.
Craving cheats, Falsity deludes and enrolls us in torture of mind.
Put an end to craving, abandon falsity and aside from sensuality.
Follow the three khanda (Components) of inner wisdom.
Complete the sixteen inner duties, no more rough at the end.
Please call them Nirvana..If you like”….
A Chicken’s Life
A full moon night in the mid September 1916, the moon’s bright face is suspended motionless against a backdrop of twinkle stars. The mirror surface of nearby water way is gently stirred by the night breeze and the ripples catch the light of the moon as they move towards the canal banks. It is in the late evening on the boundary province of Bangkok, Nonthaburi. The heavy rain just stopped; the raindrops still hang pendent on the leaves like jewels twinkling in the moon light.
Everything was quiet in the main area of Bangkuvieng Temple, monks and novices including quadrupeds living in the temple had fallen in a deep sleeping, except the rasping of crickets and the chirping of insects. From outside the temple area, the sound is carried on the breeze together with the warm smell of the dampened soil. A beam of moonlight shines through the window of the largest building illuminating the gigantic statue of the Lord Buddha in deep meditation posture.
The murmur was away and came the delight. Even he knew the delight was the enemy of success in meditation, but it was hard to stop it. Since this was a first achievement and new experience which he was waiting for more than decade in monkhood. He closed his eyes again in the same posture. Without rest, again and again in that night, he reviewed his inner revelation backwards and forwards in cycles. This achievement was the first fulfillment in eleven years of devotion of meditation.
Thirty one years earlier, on Friday the tenth of October 1885, in the village of Songpinong, Suphanburi Province, Thailand, Sodh Mikeawnoi was born just a same way of normal humanity. His birth was so different than other children since he did not cry even though he was hit by midwife on the day he was born; not even a whimper was passed his lips. As it is the propitious sign that he was born to dry tears of humanity.
His father was called Nguen and His mother Sudjai. His house is surrounded by Songpinong canal in all sides, made its shape like a lotus leaf. The Mikeawnoi had a river barge business with several crew members; his family was one of the wealth family in Suphanburi. Sodh Mikeawnoi was the second born in the family with elder sister Dah and three younger brothers, Sai, Phook and Sumruay. As referred from his diary found after his death, Sodh was very smart infant. One day he would like to know the origin of lying, he was cradled by his babysitter outside the eaves of the house; the infant turned his head and pointed to the moon while cried "Err..Errrr."...
The maid heard the infant’s gesture and thought he wanted the moon. She said that “Ah…You want the moon, it is ok. I will bring it down for you. On that day, the infant knew how people lied.
As he matured, he traveled with his father for learning the experience in the barge business; he had to travel from Suphanburi to Bangkok since the age of nine. One day the barges passed the waterside spirit house, as many people knew that spirit house was so sacred. Everybody who passed the house had to make a vow or a least showing a respect. But Sodh did not do that, He thought to himself that "Why everyone have to do it, it is not a part of triple gems, so I will not show my respect". Once his thought was ended, he felt his chest was squeezed and it was hurt. But he thought, he admitted the death instead of paying a respect to something nonsense. This was such an uncommon thought comparing to normal children- but for Sodh’s cases, it was not uncommon, it showed that he had determination and faith to the triple gems before he came to know the real meaning of the "Triple Gems"
When Sodh was nine, he had a normal education with his uncle who became a Bhikkhu- monk- in Songpinong temple, Suphanburi, Thailand and moved Bangpla Temple, Banglain when he was eleven without knowing that Bangpla temple would be one of very important places in his life in the future. Sodh was fourteen when his father died. As soon as the news reached him in Bangpla temple, he had to go back home with his fallen burdens on the shoulders.
episode 2: The Ordination
episode 3: The Search of Study